I start up in the north I grow from special seed I sprinkle it with sensibility from French and Hungarian snow I linger in the sprouting until my engine
Reborn and shivering Spat out on new terrain Unsure unconvincing This faint and shaky hour Day one day one start over again Step one step one I'm barely
Coercing or leaving Shutting down and punishing Running from rooms, defending Withholding, justifying These versions of violence Sometimes subtle sometimes
You are the bravest man I?ve ever met You unreluctant at treacherous ledge You are the sexiest man I?ve ever been with You, never hotter than with armor
I miss your smell and your style And your pure abiding way Miss your approach to life And your body in my bed Miss your take on anything And the music
Look at us in this kitchen Look at us rallying all our defenses Look at us waging war in our bedroom Look at us jumping ship in our dialogues There
One day I'll find relief I'll be arrived and I'll be a friend to my friends who know how to be friends One day I'll be at peace I?ll be enlightened and
"I am someone easy to leave" "Even easier to forget" a voice, if inaccurate Again: "I'm the one they all run from" diatribes of clouded sun someone help
(Japanese Bonus Track) I would never have been in such a rush I would never have tried to control I would never have worn such 'fear lenses' I would
(iTunes / 7digital.com Bonus Track) It's been 10 years of investment It's been one foot in and one out It's been 4 days of watershed And I feel snuffed
(Deluxe Edition Track) Me and my helmet Such an unconventional kid All intense and kinetic At best tolerated from afar Not yet arrested And by that
(Deluxe Edition Track) Get up Don't get up I beg you to sit tight Sweet girl I'll be a ghost girl Forget it, I am fine If anything A witnessing Is
I've never been this accountable-less and within I've never known focuslessness on any form I've never had this lack of ache for dalliance To let go
(Deluxe Edition Track) My house, my role My friends, my man My devotion to God All amorphous, indefinit Nothing's been clear Nothing's been in Nothing
Something so benign from construed as cruelty Such a difference between who I am and who you see Conclusions you come to of me routinely incorrect I
Do I stress you out My sweater is on backwards and inside out And you say how appropriate I don't want to dissect everything today I don't mean to
Bring on the Tequila, oh I'm fire on Tequila, oh My friends and I meet hours before We make some home-made pizza We do some funny bits back and forth
I want you to know that I'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down
