living The rest dig deeper with each new second counted Wasting life, wasting time Take a new road and run so to say in that last moment we had lived, not
too caught up in your ways to call it a draw But my anger's been boiling for too long So this time I won't let it go I'm not too fond of apologies Just
that the only thing you have ever seen in my eyes was your own reflection My life will never be a bandage for your broken dreams I'm not the lifeboat
cannot be manufactured for posterity I see through you You are an open book It isn't about your words and it's not about how good it is It's all about
Contingencies You have no choice in this We're brought into a world where judgement's made on face value Desperation turned inward and another face frozen
It's 2 AM and I don't give a fuck if I ever see the sun again How long has it been since I could find the words to say exactly what I meant What do I
I'm proud to say that I'm part of something based in values but something right has turned cold long ago Now you purchase symbols of these values that
Red Room confession, laughter into ruin, cornstarch blood washes easily away Bullet holes disappear in time but it's not real It's all a lie Red Room
I?m Not leaving know that I must Pass This test SO Just Pull The Trigger And My Life flashes before my eyes I?m wondering Will I ever see another sunrise
lock Til we went to prison saw we couldn't pick them locks Easy decision now a n-gga think I lost my touch Listen if I ain't the realest ever done it
til we went to prison saw we couldnt pick them locks easy decision now a n-gga think I lost my touch listen if I aint the realest ever done it I aint
for someone And I got the prey in sight Lying on a bed of leaves In the modern times You forget and let your spirit breathe Capture me my blood is red Another
Damn When will a nigga get a brake I work so damn hard but I never come up I do worse with ever breath I take Sunshine is a leauxry Just to see another
wonder if I'm blessed, cause I'm still here And I wonder if heaven's any different, cause in hell the blood spill hits Got a nigga, fiending for his last breath
and experinces and so far I ain't felt what happiness feels like and experinced anything but hard times and heartache so I apoligize for not makin you dance I apologize for not
it up, inside I know that's why we not giving a fuck Ready to bust, on anything this life feeling, like we on our last breath I'm quiet as kept, my nigga
my mama could see me now Ain't no detectives trying to see me now, with no rival gangs trying to beat me down It's MTV and BET now, and ain't no mo' regular
