Feeling out of place Something must be wrong Emotions in my space Tight grip holding on I cant control the events around me I can't console the stress
All the lying and cheating with surely bite you Dishonesty tears you apart and will eat you All the anger and pain and the suffering I'm missing And the
Look at you feeling all good you can't resist have to be all up in it don't it feel great? talking shit i let it go why don't you just leave me alone
Hate is all around If you see what I see Definitely something's going on These fingers Pointed at me The lying The cheating The hellish nights alone
I feel you all around me Your voice, it surrounds me You keep telling me what I want to hear You're beautiful, so talented, I need you, we got a thing
I know what youre feeling I know what youre feeling I know everything in this world surrounds me I feel your breathing I feel your screaming I feel I
Do you really want to see? I don't think I can take this anymore Do you wanna even I am nothing I'm disgusting and so much more Holding all the lies
You chose to take From the past You want a game That's built to last Cause love without affection Is hate without the pain Life is a connection Seperate
I'm drowning and sedated Patiently Awaiting For my mind to really come down I'm afraid of being hated Cuz I'm so Jaded Not like everybody somehow Trapped
Got to face your fear Lying on the floor Step into nothing What the hell am I here for? So come on and play Stab me in the heart So much of this time
With aversion this distortion came so swiftly Cut the cord from this day forward We'll be drifting No direction, no affection Watch the soul dive You
Some deny and search for things that never come around, Do I feel like a fool? The places I have ran to all my life have disappeared, And I owe this all
My wheels keep spinning backwards They're spinning round and round and round My heart can't sometimes take it Bleeding til it's broken down Why can't
Walk away when you're angry Brace your self there's nothing to gain Old enough to know the outcome More blood it's always the same Aren't we cool and
Lost and alone I'm out of the stone ?? this process everyday Nothings my own The dreams that I've grown I won't control and throw away I need to make
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You're the infection my friend Disgusting right to the end Didn't I know it then? I knew it I knew it You're basic but hard to define Simple yet somehow
For every person I've tried to be There's another dead inside I love you so much I'm never there I'm always with you but never cared And you move in