The fear I stand next to Sorrow in spite of what? Sick of what might end up The actions I must take The hatred inside frustrates The past is really to
Loss...I so badly want you to feel Pain...the lack there of is so unfair Blind...vengeful thoughts consume inside Hate...I never knew I could hate this
They can't trust your word No way to believe the lies The only one that hurts is you Everyone sees addiction inside I know your face - it makes me sick
In a lonesome wasteland With a worried mind Looking for some answers Mankind left behind A land laid out before me hardened to the core I wish that I
Time and time the story goes How quick and easy it can slip away Survived it all for this long Is it really worth all the pain? I keep chasing a dream
You realize and compromise the ways of life Your selfish lies And true disguise are ment for greed Telling me we will survive it's hard to believe Confide
Low down - high tide Come crashing down inside We know - the way Try to bring you up today Needle drops without a stain Never hurts to dig a vein Only
One day - one night it's all it took to fuck my life in the swipe of the blade You feel the Rage, You feel the steel it's what I live with for years &
I don't care to feel Stand myself up right Left it up to reach Now my need turns sick [chorus] My world of one speak How far down is down What I've
Silver spoon in mouth Not by his own choice Passion in his heart Lives by family ways Wished he could have changed Now it's just too late The choices
Understand in my hand lies a force you withstand Understand in my hand hold the key to demise Understand draw the line thoughts of you hold in mind I
Your vile smell makes me sick you repulse me How the fuck you come off like that A trifling pissant who preys on the weak You reak of disease that plagues
Stop and take a look Stop and Reminisce About the time we both went thru into the never Never Again the love lost Respect desired The time comes to
Death toll rises A horrible vision in sight fighting a war inside my head for no apparent reason Endless Killing is a way of life mentally scarred inside
One month separation Several lifelines of pain haven't seen your eyes cuz I haven't seen your cuz I haven't seen your face I feel you sleeping, I feel
I had no fear I just disappeared I held no friends out I just reappeared Surving Devastation Coping with the pain Born to die for you Given to the truth
Many times in my life I've tried to end it all To many problems to overcome it was the easy way out look into saddened eyes because of certain death I
No shame for living low Box life is all he knows face scarred and jagged eyes he sleeps among the flies One more drink it soothes the pain walking the