Maybe I, I didn't seem to have a thing left to say I bottled it far away Maybe I, I tried too hard to find someone to blame Maybe it's me who changed
You see me walking away What more could I say than sorry I failed by all your complaints You pushed a life change but it's not me And filthy hands lay
I looks outside and see that everything is perfect Except for me I'll always be the one who sits and stares And now it's killing me, it's just killing
Every time that I bleed it's my affection Every time that I come clean it's my humiliation And everything that I say, I say to save myself Everything
Why are we here I always seem to ask myself Question awerted by the thought of someone else And I'm hopelessly done with the things that I have tried
So I sit here alone Trying to find my own way To cope with everything That I've done wrong So I try real hard not to see What you've done to me But I
Can't simplify all the things that burn inside But when you ask, I'm fine but I'm lying all the time It's tough to say when you laugh at me this way But
I feel like I don't exsit I'm trying to hard to cope with this 'Cause if it means too much Then it means too much to me I'm pulling your strings but'
Sunlight warms my face It's hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new 'Cause
Sometimes I lie awake in bed Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought
'Cause it moves just like you And it breaks just like me And it lies just like them And these walls are protecting me And so the story goes Strip down
Hey man, want to try Wanna be that guy that I hate And hey man, want to front some shit Want to claim you're it And be insane It's not about you It's
Use me as much as you can Cause you've never been More than a friend Cause I try to push you away And make myself clean And forget you hurt me CLEAN
I try not to hate you Not to hate me But it just won't go away I see all I can see I'm hoping for a brighter day Watch as you go Watch as I wave goodbye
Center is where I see myself In the beginning I'm sitting in the middle Of a crowded room Nobody hears me Trying to reach out Just trying to scream out
Waiting in my room I'm lying on the bed Cause outside is just too cold I turn the radio loud So I can fall asleep But it's all I've come to know And
I sign at the world Because you don't seem to care And if I grow old Then you were never there And yet it's hard just to find The only way back inside
Less of I but more than you I'm less of nothing again I take my life and what I do I feel I'm the last to be saved What would you say That everything
